Recently I visited a Reiki Master Teacher, Rev. Maureen Amen for healing of migraine headaches. She called in the presences of God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, the arch angels, and all other angels available to fill the room with the Light of God as we began.

Behind my eyelids I could see vivid waves of golden sunlight, white light of illumination, and an excellent azure blue the color of the sea. I saw a staircase leading to Heaven and saw myself moving up the steps to a position three levels higher than I had been before. This of course made me feel so peaceful and relaxed and I could feel the headache pain leaving me.

During the process I could see a vision of Jesus standing at my feet, touching them with healing. I could feel a great weight lift off of my mind, body and spirit. It was as though I was floating freely above my body, just enjoying all of the waves of love, joy and peace in the room.

At the end of the session the healer asked me about the 250 people in sorrow that showed up in spirit every night before I went to bed. “Who are these people? Why are they attaching themselves to you? They are weighing you down with their bad Karma and you are going to God and begging Him not to punish them for their sins, so He is punishing you. I have cleared all of the negative energy away now but in the future you must not allow others wrongs to get between you and God. They have to answer for their sins, not you.”

This was major mind-blowing to me as I knew exactly what she was talking about. Each night as I prepare for bed I see visions of dozens and dozens of people’s faces and I hear them asking me “Are you praying for me?” Because I take my Holy Spirit work seriously I always pray for my clients. To me it would be wrong not to do so. The problem with that prayer is the way I had been praying. In each case I have repeatedly asked God not to punish them for their adultery, lies, work-related thefts, acts they did to hurt others on purpose or drug dealing involvements, because their families would be destroyed or their children taken away from them and placed in protective custody. I prayed the paybacks they were due to receive would somehow be changed and they would get another chance.

Now I realize this is so wrong of me to pray in this manner. We are all responsible for each of our actions. It was foolish of me to think that if I prayed hard enough, God would make it all right for everyone.